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For all those kiddo's who don't like the chatbox. >.>

Whoooooo~ x_x I know the feeling, Kizo.

I don't sleep much and now I've got an hour of work out in the yard every day x.x I'm stressed because I'm worried about getting my life together DX

Belieeeve in yourself!!! DX! BELIEEEEEEEEEEEVEE!!!!!

It's not myself that's the issue, it's the damn world I lack faith in DX

That's deep. ._. *hears an icecream truck.* 0_0

O//O K-Konbanwa Caelum-san~

So, apparently I'm inconsiderate because I made a mistake e.e

I was getting dinner, which was spaghetti and sausage, and whilst getting my portion I dropped some and forgot to mention it, now I'm inconsiderate e.e Apparently even more so because I didn't take from my portion and leave behind enough for my mother, who I should mention had left to play magic tonight(she came home early, but how the fuck was I supposed to know she'd be home early? And whenever I put up left over sausage it never gets eaten e.e), so now I'm a bad guy. e.e

I'm distracted too, I got a lot of shit on my mind e.e Does anyone give a rats ass? No, because I know my parents take one look at me and think all I've got on my mind is the computer e.e Yeah, it's not like I'm worried about trying to get my fail of a life together, or that I'm constantly fighting myself so I don't kill myself because I'm such a mega dump fuckin' fail e.e

Can someone put me out of my misery? Doesn't have to involve bludgeoning me with a blunt object, but if that's the only method of relieving me from my misery then so be it e.e

Then tell them as such. don't just bottle it up and let it out here, tell them. Whether or not the understand is irrelevant; if they do it'll solve problems, and if they don't it'll at least be all out in the open and you can let them know to their face that you're displeased. and as for you're life being a fail it's not like you're going to die of old age tomorrow, you're only about a quarter way in; you're at the point where you can choose to turn it around if you don't like it with the smallest amount of consequences. As such the ONLY way you'd personally be a fail is if you do kill yourself, since it is honestly the only way to literally fail at life.
/rant

anyway we're here to help, be we con only show you doors; it's up for you to decide which to go through and step inside/outside.

Anyway, I finally got my application started, and seeing how long my personality section is (although it could be better in terms of quality), I'm feeling a bit more confidant about it. anyway, good night everyone.

Ignaeon wrote:

Then tell them as such. don't just bottle it up and let it out here, tell them. Whether or not the understand is irrelevant; if they do it'll solve problems, and if they don't it'll at least be all out in the open and you can let them know to their face that you're displeased. and as for you're life being a fail it's not like you're going to die of old age tomorrow, you're only about a quarter way in; you're at the point where you can choose to turn it around if you don't like it with the smallest amount of consequences. As such the ONLY way you'd personally be a fail is if you do kill yourself, since it is honestly the only way to literally fail at life.
/rant

anyway we're here to help, be we con only show you doors; it's up for you to decide which to go through and step inside/outside.

Wanna know what's funny? I've actually tried multiple times to tell them what's wrong, and all I ever got in response was basically this: "You have no reason to feel that way, we had it a fuck of a lot worse when we were growing up. It's all an excuse, you really feel like this; *insert long pointless rant about what they think is actually the truth*"

I'm not kidding, I just wish I'd have recorded it so I can play it back for them e.e Or you guys, so you'd have gotten to hear how ridiculous they sounded e.e I always come out the bad guy, no matter what, so I stopped caring what they thought about me personally. But shit like that bugs the hell out of me e.e

I guess every family has to have a bad guy, but what sucks is it's not just me they're making feel like shit; It's my little sister too, and our brother(my younger her elder) doesn't help because he'll do his own beration of us e.e Really, I think he's my mothers favorite, but god forbid she admit it e.e Because it's us girls who are getting the short end of the stick, even if we can be quite the assholes at times >.>

Point is, getting it through to them isn't gonna happen, unless I do something over the top dramatic like slice myself up in front of them, basically holding myself hostage until they fucking listen, and every time they go off on how much worse they had it I cut off a chunk of flesh e.e

Your parents sound like the type of people I'd like to curbstomp...

Yeah, you probably would after about...A week, once you'd get fully settled in >.> Cause that's when they'd sink their claws into you >.< It's ridiculous e.e

I kinda wanna...Smack 'em in the head upon occasion >.> More so my mother than anything...

Sure o.o As long as it works I'm game, it needs to smack sense into them without hurting them..A wake up call if you will.

Back again peeps whats up?

Hey hey you you why u no respond to my offer in the RP positions topic? D:

Ka-e-de.

I didn't know you said anything man ill go looks XDD

And yes Omarih love? How can i help you?

>:/ *circles around Kaede, humming the Jaws theme.*

O.o what does Omarih mean??

Check it out check it out check it out

*Eyes you carfully ready to flee if you attack* What exactly are you doing...

I did bro~~