An Apology Is In Order.

This is not a typical Jay fun-thing. I'm apologizing for my actions, as of late.

Why? Because I've been increasingly irrational and, to an extent, downright unfriendly toward many in the CBox. The truth is that I'm going through some things. A little racism and overall feeling of loneliness plaguing my life here, and a recent suicide contemplation/attempt. I've done a pretty good job masking it, but it boils over.

So, I'm here to say that, while I won't be as active in the CBox, I will over the forums.

And to all of those in the Box I've acted up around: Judge Magister, Azreal, Lance, Kizo; I sincerely apologize to you all. I don't want this to dictate how you guys view me, even if it's a little too late for that.

I may end up breaking a bit from the site, and RPing, altogether. Who knows what the future has in store for me.

I can say I barely know you, but I hope you don't let these issues get you down forever, man. It's understandable what you're going through/how you're handling it, I just hope everything works itself out for you, and that you don't consider taking your own life anymore. You'd be taking yourself away from us, and that'd be sad.

I hadn't really noticed much, if any, hostility, though that may just be me. Whatever the case, if you genuinely need a break, then go ahead and take one; I'm quite certain we'll all still be here when you get back, hopefully feeling better.

Should've played the Mel Gibson card "Sorry, I was under the influence at the time"

Well, if that's what you feel would he best, then go for it. I really hope things start to get better for you. You're a cool guy, and whoever is causing problems for you is lucky that I don't live nearby. >.>

That any of us live near by, there'd be a giant freaking mob with literal torches and pitchforks, as well as chain saws, shot guns, katanas, poison darts...And that's just my weapons .-. I could go on but, it'd take too long to list everything everyone would bring XD

Anyway don't think of suicide or attempt it again, it's honestly not worth taking your own life when it could be better spent torturing the fucker who put you in that state in the first place. I hope you get things straightened out, but you better come on here at least once a week or I'll start thinking you're dead >.>

Well, hopefully you come back soon.

And if you ever need anything, no matter what you're thinking, don't be afraid to talk to one of us man. None of us are judgemental, and will readily help in any way we can. :/

Oh, come on, Jay...
I've been through worse than that.
No need to worry.
I still love ya